Saturday, February 21, 2009
Sometimes life is a tragedy but sometimes is a joy to live. Many times in my life, i did things i should not and i let things end up the way it should not be. I regret but sometimes i care and sometimes i do not.
One main thing i always believe is that life is and always be a gamble.Take it simply, choosing a Poly course.Whatever interest you can have and at the end of the day, it will still be a gamble.Before you go to school, you claimed verbally that you like this and that but after you had interacted with the course, do you? So yes, its a gamble.That's what make life so interesting because it's full of gambles.Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
Everyone will have their own weaknesses.Its true that nobody is perfect.I tend to be very mean to those i don't really like.However, please believe me that everyone is a hypocrite.I had grew to realise the fact that no one is perfect so sometimes i accept "who they are" and "what they are".
Many say life is predestined.I beg to differ.I only believe in fate because whoever you meet to be friends is a kind of fate.One of them will end up as your life long partner.( Couples usually start from friends right?) There are millions and millions of people around the globe and it's a previlage to know the friends you have right now.The only thing i believe that is predestined is death.When your time is up, you cannot escape.
I could have died when a bamboo pole from probably the 10th storey landed right beside me when i was walking.If i walked 1 second faster,that bamboo pole would have cracked my skull open.That was around 6 or 7 years ago.More recently, a car zoom past me in the middle of the night.My leg could virtually feel the force of the car when it zoomed past me.I was that close from probably death.Some other unfortunate case will be like the recent Bukit Batok Mrt accident.A man fainted and he fell into the track.Guess what? His time was up.Coincidentally, an MRT came and that was it.
If life was predestined, i would change my destiny.I always believe i can if i put in the effort.However, if you know me,i hardly put in any effort for anything.Sometimes i asked myself why did i fail to accomplish anything in my life so far.
I am a happy-go-lucky person.So far, it had served me well.It gets me out of the toughest situations but sometimes there's alot of stress inside me.When it all swells up, i cannot deny that i can go berserk.I am also human and i make mistakes and i deserve some respect.Some of the things that happened, my friends out there will never know and understand.What i do know is that i have my own set of thinking and belief and i strongly stand by it.
I am not preaching or referring to anything or anyone.Just that sometimes before i sleep, i reflect upon myself and sometimes, i have many things to say.If anyone of you really had completed reading this post then thank you.
1:49 PM