Sunday, August 30, 2009
Be honest with yourself, sometimes don't you wish that you never grow up?
Whatever mistakes you made, everybody will forgive you believing you are young and ignorant.You do not need to work and suffer and you do not need to face the pressure of the current society. You do not have much responsibilities and you get by everyday in a simple way.
I wished i was never 18, i wished i cannot learn driving, i wished i cannot step into SingaporePools, i wished i cannot buy tobacco and i wished i cannot i get into a Polytechnic.I wished i did not have so much responsibility and i wished i do not have so much pressure.
It saddens me very much. A call that lasted for about a minute by someone made such a huge impact on me today. I could say nothing except answering his questions. What can i say to someone who do not know what is going on? All i can blame is myself. Once again, i felt the bite of the pain. You know when someone of his age remembers me so well, it's a kind of fate.Hopefully when he grows up, he will still remember me. For now, i cannot say much to him but i really do hope that one day, i can enjoy his company again.
Happy moments don't last and they will only stay as a memory but sad moments affect you for a long time.
"The worst is to have no target. Imagine you get up in the morning and you do nothing. You enjoy one minute. Then there is another minute. But what do you do next? Can you dedicate your whole life to this? Somewhere within us is the desire to feel that we are useful and that we have some quality." Arsene Wenger
sorry for the wall of text.
Labels: What's my target in life?
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