Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Thanks to Xinghui for a ride on his father's car, we headed to AMK for some Western food for supper. Just to fill you up a little bit and to whet your appetite if you have not taken your meal.

This is actually the after-meal snack. It is peanut with egg and cheese pancake.Sounds and look nice but i don't like it.My parents do like it though!

Pork Cutlet.

Chicken Chop with Fried Rice.What a bright looking sauce..
After the hearty meal, we went to lower Seletar reservoir to romantic.

Poor Xinghui injured his father's car. However, it's an honest mistake.Let's move on.
Happy things aside, I would like to share something more solemn.
Well, not many people know i have an elder brother as I rarely share it with others.The sad thing about life is that we cannot choose how are we fated to live, I could say what a difference will my life be if both my brothers are perfectly healthy and around.They will be 25 this year. However, this is something we cannot choose.God wanted our lives to be this way and we have no say.
The chinese believes some of us are born into this world to repay the sins you made in your last life and my poor brother is one living example. I do not show much love or affection for him because I never felt attached to him.However, he is my brother afterall and seeing him to go through all the pain and sufferings hurt me as well.Seeing him being admitted to hospital once again is not a nice feeling.
The thing is what a strong will he have to live.For 25 years, he could not see anything, he knows nothing, he cannot even express himself. All he could consume was just milk.However,it's probably his strong will to live that earns him another chance to be in this world everytime he seems as though he is going to leave. It was simply suffering that he has had for the past two and a half decades. A person should never deserve so much suffering but i just couldn't understand why the strong will to live.Every day you live on, you suffer another day.Why do you still choose to live?
Labels: Obstacles are things a person sees when he takes his eyes off his goal.
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