Monday, December 14, 2009
Today, it was a stomach full of disappointment for me.
We left school happily on the last day promising that Tuesday which is tomorrow that we will be free.However, I am left very very disappointed.It was bad news after bad news after bad news.
Saying that you are free on Tuesday means that you must make the whole day free for this class outing.You have no excuses or whatsoever unless you have an emergency.If you really have the heart to make the outing, you will not make any excuses.People don't understand that if we cancelled the outing tomorrow, we will never meet up again during this holidays.It's strange but for this class to get together for an outing is almost close to impossible.It is also strange for me to say all this because just only a few months back, you will not even see me for any class outings.
However, things have changed.I realised that this is a class of people whom I can never find anywhere else.With them, i found a kind of joy that I never had before.They can go to great lengths to help me and without them, I would certainly have given up my Polytechnic life.
To be honest, you guys are quite a difficult bunch of people.It's always so difficult to organise something and get everyone involved without any complains.Come to think of it, 10 weeks including our next exam period and this holidays and we will be seperated.Problems will surface, i am sure.DPFM 2A21 might never be the same again.People just don't understand this.You can say we can still meet up for lunch or whatever next year but what are the chances? Everyone will have our new classmates and our things to do.
Some of us may not feel as attached to this class and thus showing a lack of interest to appear.I will respect that because all of us have a right to priortise our friends.Even me myself do so.However, look at the situation. I mean whenever we are together, we enjoy ourselves right? Different friends offers different type of fun.I could use the fingers on my hand to count how many outings can we have in this upcoming 10 weeks.
This episode will end here.I hope everyone who reads this will not be offended because it is a message to every single one.Read this and forget about it.Most importantly, do not bear any grudges.
11:04 AM