Friday, January 8, 2010
Credits to Channel 8. It is such a meaningful picture.
So school have restarted and I have troubles waking up in the morning. I am not a big fan of sleeping but somehow, someway that motivation to wake up is waning.
Life had been pretty ugly but well, I will prefer to call it as usual.
Almost every intelligent person who play basketball or football will have in their minds what they are going to do in the match later on. The moves, the goals, the passes will be flashing through their minds before even the match started.
I think I used to be able to prove others wrong when i am on the court.I used to pull off a little or two surprises in the past but now, I simply cannot do it anymore.I always ensure I give my best albeit some confidence knock. The best thing i can do now is to read the game. I always believe nobody could do this better than me and I will still stand by what i think. It's very unfortunate. It may sound like a serial drama but I do have images of me injuring my ankle flashing in my mind everytime i am about to step onto the court.
Plus the gruesome videos that I always watched on how badly sportsman can actually break their ankles, I am always engulfed in fear. I do not know how much have my ankle recovered but I cannot remove the fear. I cannot forget how much pain I was in. It may sound dramatic but I am being absoutely honest.For once, I understand why some people never really recovered from their serious injuries.
Exercising is a must and I will continue to do so.
Hopefully, the weekends will be exciting!
2:06 AM