Wednesday, February 17, 2010
heh heh heh... I love yang chewrens!It's been an absoutely boring chinese new year so far and a very very frustrating one. I do not know what is the problem but it seems like, nothing around me can be decided and nobody could be decisive.
You know there are many occasions during these few days which I felt like screaming the magical 4 letter word into some of my good friend's faces. Already being so frustrated with the boring life i have at home, I still faced many repeated calls for change of plans and some totally stupid actions from some people. It's really really frustrating for me to keep changing this and that, calling somebody and asking them if you can make it tomorrow and bla bla bla and then at the end of everything, i get to find out that the whole thing won't happen.
AND THEN.... They cannot be decisive! They just can't give you a yes or no answer. That's the worst answer you can get. I don't understand what's up with "SEE FIRST".How is that an answer? If you SEE FIRST and everyone else starts to SEE FIRST, we will end up SEEING OURSELVES.
I am just god damn frustrated and angry that everything I'd planned and wished to happened hasn't happen.I've got a pretty bad temper too but I just kept it in check because i knew i got to be patient. Last year's CNY was not so bad, there was still some gatherings and so on. This year? Totally nothing. You wouldn't want to think about what's next.
Finally, for people who wants to talk about stupid things with me, please get lost. I do not have anymore patience to deal with people like this anymore and this really irks me. When I tell you something once, take it and accept it without excuses if not, don't blame me for being rude the next moment. I am an Aquarius and yes, i absoutely detest people disagreeing with me.For imbeciles, don't fret and worry about something that did not happen and is not happening, if not, you will pay the price yourself.
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