Thursday, April 29, 2010
Okay, I think this is funny. You can laugh at me after seeing this if you want, HAHA
Today was really a frustrating day, ever since I chose my 3rd year option, I knew it was going to be a tough battle ahead, a treacherous road to walk. The first week went really well but coming to the end of the second week, I really felt very frustrated. The amount of drawings we need to hand in per week, the things we need to do every week, it is scary. I have to admit I am afraid of what's coming up ahead.
I started with alot of fire inside me but now, I am afraid. I am starting to regret my decision but then again, is it a time to regret what I chose? I don't dodge a battle but I am somebody who cannot find any passion and motivation in doing things that I am not interested in.
Nobody can deny that I have been more hardworking this semester but I am afraid I just cannot sustain it anymore. Circumstances around me are just not going my way and I am downhearted by that.
But, It's okay, I believe that I will pull through this difficult period. It's fantastic to see people around me giving me encouragement and they actually knew what I can do. I just need the support from others to keep me going.
Labels: Keep going
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