Sunday, May 2, 2010
My home-made comfort buibui food.
This is really some great enlightenment.Alright I slept at 6am and i was awake by 9am because of some terrible noise. I shall not elaborate anything further due to sensitive issues.
I have been feeling out of place, just a weird feeling like my soul is not in my body. Sounds freaky but I am still breathing normally. In short, I'm just not feeling good. I am just starting to realised that life can never be a bed of roses and life is no longer a joke. If you know me long enough, you can see the transformation in my blog. My blog used to be funny and entertaining but it has now became a serious, personal diary of mine. Definitely, I lost plenty of readers and some clicked the "X" button after reading less than a paragraph. However, I have no regrets or whatsoever, as long as there are people out there who are willing to read what i write, i will write on.
At this age, responsibility and pressure is really starting to get into me. I used to be very selfish but now, I think I am always there to help my friends if i can. Honestly, I have demons inside me but I know that these demons will help me in the future. We all need that little bit of ruthlessness to survive in the future.
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