Saturday, May 22, 2010


Never mind if you don't know who he is but his name is Jose Mourinho and just for your information, he is my idol. He's outspoken, special, awesome and is the Zhuge Liang of modern day soccer. I don't deny that I try to copy his personality but of course I know that I can never be like him. Whatever it is, he is somebody I look up to in my life. We might be miles apart but I've learnt alot from just what he says and achieved.
Sometimes it is inevitable that we look back at some instances of our lives and regret why we did not do more at that time. Sometimes, you wonder why you did not appreciate and cherish what is infront of you. Humans are strange, just take teenagers like us for example. When we were in secondary school, we cannot wait for the day to go to Poly or further studies. After we have done that, we all yearn to return to secondary school life. You never hear a secondary school student telling you "I LOVE SCHOOL." When you are working, you wished to just go to school and listen to lectures and when you are in lectures, you wished to go out to work and earn some money. It's just strange that hardly anyone of us can really appreciate what's infront of us.
Whatever it is, time manipulates humans and it will not stop for us. All we can do is to move on with life and hope that we end up with the right regrets. I missed my life in the past because at least I have something to look forward to every other week. Now, I don't even know who to approach if i want to go somewhere. Sounds very much like a sad and lonely life and i know i don't deserve this. Missed opportunities are aplenty and they are part and parcel of our lives. We simply could not speculate what will happen instead if I have chosen this or that path? Luckily, i know at the end of the day, I will still have myself and my brains.
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