Tuesday, June 29, 2010
This was what one of my lecturers wrote at the back of my test paper. This pretty much sums up my results and my effort. Please take note that he spelled "disappointed" incorrectly. hahahaI have no complains about this. This just shows the amount of effort I gave and this is what i deserved. This is a bloody wake up call but I am not somebody who is going to "emo" over academic results.
I am not somebody who hammers the calculator to look out for calculation mistakes and I am not somebody who is going to contest the lecturer's decision to not award me any marks for any reasons. Afterall, I probably have no reason to do so.
"You better buck up Frederick." I can only say, yes i will if this is something i could do and i am interested in. However, sorry no. Lecturers simply do not understand. If you are not interested in soccer at all, you are just going to tell me "what's so interesting looking at 22 men chasing a ball?" It's just like i am going to tell you "Who the fuck studies about walls, ceilings and whatever? Certainly not me!"
They don't understand I cannot visualise diagrams and they don't understand I simply can't draw. This is simply not my forte and in fact, it is my weakness. I don't blame lecturers for scolding bad students like me and i fully comprehend their good intentions.
At the end of the day, it just comes down to myself. I am not one who thinks that with no education, you are deadmeat. Most importantly, I know that I am not stupid and to me, that's comforting enough.
Labels: self consolation or bullshit?
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