Monday, July 5, 2010
Just when i thought my life could no longer get worst, it just did. Bad things simply comes hand in hand.
You see, i actually cannot state everything right here but i feel worst than crap now. How much more a human can take? Nothing, absoutely nothing is going right. Bad news and bad things comes in pair.
I have to beg and plead and to me, that makes me a loser. I hate losing my dignity but i have to do that for some reasons. Being a student nowadays is tough, really tough.
I hereby declare that i am at breaking point. I used to tell others, tomorrow might be better because you will never know what is going to happen tomorrow but the question is, HOW DO I GET PAST TODAY?!
To be honest, this morning i really feel like crying. I feel like finding a place to scream and vent my frustrations. There is so much in my mind and I cannot sleep at night. There is simply nothing for me to look forward to.
I do not know what I did to deserve all these. I love to help others in whatever i know and can do well, agree my friends? I give up my seats to elders when i take public transport and I love my loved ones, just that i don't express it in words. This is truly the lowest point of my 2010.
The only positive factor for me now is that it gets so low that the only way now is up. I just have to soldier on.
Labels: I just wanna have a breather
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