Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Nothing seems to be going right for me so far. Life is simply making a mockery out of me.
I had been feeling a little bit better, just a little bit better but then again, it seems like none of the problems have been solved. I've seen what i should not see and I cannot say what i want to say and I can only eat what i want to eat to a certain extent. ITS A JOKE ISIN'T IT?!
I've been trying to draw positives and just try my best to look for the light but no, i just can't seem to find it.
Sometimes it's really best to be ignorant because knowing and seeing some things could be so heartbreaking. Well, I just have to blame it on myself being too emotional.
I just do not know how much i have left in my tank.
Thanks to those who have been offering words of encouragement and i must emphasize that i am not trying to gain sympathy or attract attention because i don't need them and all i want is a platform to vent my frustrations.
10:43 AM