Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I've finally came to realise or rather justified some things today. Humans can indeed be very mean and scary. Yeah, I can be mean and scary to you as well.
It's sad or maybe disappointing to say that you don't understand the people whom you meet almost everyday. Until today, it's still a mystery. I must say I failed my principles because my aim was to understand everyone around me.I want to know who and what they are. I needed to do this because I used to be narrow minded and get angry or frustrated over very trivial matters.I want to accept people for whoever they are and that means accepting their weaknesses. I've come to realised that this is an impossible task. Humans are so unpredictable. The moment you think they are good, they will show you how bad they are. Some, are people whom I do not even want to analyse and understand.
I am not saying I am the best and yes i do admit i have my own flaws. Sometimes my mouth do not match my heart and mind but at least I feel uneasy when I do something that is not right. I can see for myself who treats me the best with their sincerity and who's not. I really wish I could know them more but sometimes, there's a limit or barrier. It is rather saddening for me to say all this today.
This world is unfair, I do not need to emphasize that. Money is the root of evil, I do not need to emphasize that as well. Today, I saw something which divides the rich and the poor. I do not deny that I am poor. Yes, I still have cash to spare but not much. I am not in poverty but I don't deny that my family conditions is not the best.Sometimes when I do not have much to spend, I will just stay at home. I do not hold grudges on why my parents did not earn enough money for me. Anyway, this country makes the poor poorer and the rich richer. It's a difficult nation to live in financially.
Look, poor and rich people actually have their own pressure. Poor people will think about how to foot bills everyday while rich people think about WHAT IF others are better than them? Their pride is worth more than their fortune. Today, I've witnessed an incident of plain stupidity from our supposedly more matured adults. Sometimes, I want to laugh badly because it's a joke. Poor people are poor for various reasons and they should not be discriminated. I am sick and tired of being discriminated along with my family just because we are poor. That is why I am determined to prove many wrong and make money flowing in in the future. I will not forget this episode but I will remember people who helped me along the way.
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