Recently went to as far as Yew Tee to play basketball thanks to someone. Anyway went to eat at HK cafe.

Hot and sweet Lychee Chicken.

On a heavier note, I feel that I am at the lowest point of my life. I am afraid I can no longer take the stress or whatever you call it on me anymore.

Have any of you felt this way? Sometimes when i sleep, I simply hope i don't wake up anymore.I don't like to sleep but i am so so tired of living.

Nobody can understand what my life is about. You may think i am leading a good and carefree life but sadly, that's not the case.Definitely not. I just hope to return to the past.When everyday i will get $2 of pocket money and that's it. There will be no responsiblity on me and nobody expects great things from me.You understand nuts about this world and that would be great.You will never get to know how shitty this world is and how realistic and stereotype humans can be.

I really hope everybody can stop forcing me to do things i seriously hate or do not wish to do. Yes, i admit i am useless and that is the way i will stay until the time is right for me to prove myself.I don't know how but somehow i strongly believe I will have a way.

I have gain nothing new in life for a very very long time. My life badly needs an injection of new blood.Right now, it had hit rock bottom.People showed a lack of confidence in me and that's one of the most frustrating things that can happen to me.It caused my confidence to collapse as well and at the end of the day, I conclude they were not better than me but the problem remains with the human's mind.I cannot accept whenever people show a lack of confidence in me.

I am someone who feels a sense of responsibility to the people i care for and love.Believe me or not, I will do everything possible to protect them.I am always so so disappointed to lose any of them.

I won't jump off a building or whatever, God destined me for a hard life but God gave me a positive attitude. However, i am starting to feel that alone, is not enough for me.

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